Our way home was pretty easy. We just rode a tryk up to 7eleven (just say "sa labasan lang") and rode a jeep to Alabang. Then, of course, from Alabang it was easy. We rode a jeep to Zapote and a bus home. Hmmm, I never thought it was so fast! LOL. Fe and I were taken by Ray up to Zapote and from there on we were on our own. We took a bus and slept. I woke up and Fe was about to go down, well of course she did soon after I opened my eyes.
The next things were both funny and annoying.
I was putting on the iPod when
I heard these bunch of losers sitting behind me talking. There were like five of them, all girls. Little sluts in other words. One of them was really loud and perhaps the biggest ignorant rocker wannabee that I've came across so far.
Rocker Wannabee #01 "Tanong mo kung emo xa!" - "Ask her if she's emo!"
...of course she was referring to me cuz I was the only person in that bus wearing something scene.
Rocker Wannabee #02 "Ha? Bakit!?" - "Huh? Why?"
RW #01 "Basta tanong mo! Kasi, tingnan mo, pareho sapatos namin pero AKO PUNK! EH XA EMO?" - "Just ask her! Cuz, look, we have the same shoes but I'M PUNK! IS SHE EMO?"
...at this very point I've already formulated my retort if ever they do ask me. Ignorant little slut labeling herself PUNK! I don't give a fuck about the shoes. I have boots so if she wants me chucks, she can eat it so she'd be the only one wearing it!
Rocker Wannabee #03 #04 #05 - "Wala naman ginagawa sayo eh. Sira toh!" - "She's not doing anything to you! Crazy!"
RW #01 "Ah basta tanong mo xa!" - "Oh just ask her!"
RW #02 "Eh hayaan mo na!" - "Just let her go!"
RW #01 "Ano, tanungin mo na nga! Kasi ako, kaya ko yan tanungin. Emo ka ba o Punks!?" - "Now what, just ask her! Cuz me, I have the guts to ask her. Are you emo or punks!?"
...okay, now I was pissed off. But at the same time I was a little entertained. She kept bragging that she was punk! I don't give a damn how you label yourself okay. In fact, I have friends who consider themselves Metal, Reggae, Punk, Emo, Rocker, whatever they want to call them and I can point some posers in them too and I don't care! All I give a damn about is this - if you're my friend and we get along about life and not just music, I don't really care what you listen to. As far as I'm concerned, we're friends. I won't impose my beliefs and my music to you. Now, if you want to label yourself, go ahead but SPARE ME. Shut the fuck up if you ought to label me.
So I turned on the iPod after listening to their conversation. They thought I couldn't hear them cuz I was listening to music. But I put the volume on low so I could still hear some of their shit. Even before Behind Crimson Eyes could finish the song, I heard them again. Of course, I turned the sounds off again. Hahahaha...
RW #01 "Ikaw ano ka ba?" - "You, what are you?"
RW #03 "Ha?" - "Huh?"
RW #01 "Emo or punk?"
RW #03 "Ah, emo ako." - "Oh, I'm emo."
RW #01 "Eh ikaw?" - "You?"
RW #04 "Punk."
RW #01 "Yeeesssss!!"
...yes!? Duh! The little wannabee found another wannabee and they call themselves Punks and they're happy cuz there's two of them and just one Emo girl in they're circle of friends. It was getting hilarious. I wanted to laugh. If you could just hear the way they talk you'd probably laugh too.
They sounded like kids who was playing wars and they were trying to get allies - the Emo side vs. the Punk side!
Hahahahhahaha... It was really stupid.
I covered my mouth. I was beginnning to really smile. I wanted to text Fe about it but I was too drunk to do it. Those sluts must be drunk too but I'm not as pathetic as they are when I'm drunk. Well, I'm not really drunk last night. Just too tired too I guess.
RW #01 "Oh, tanungin mo na nga dali!" - "Hey, ask her now, fast!"
RW #02 "Gaga" - "Stupid"
RW #01 "Dali na nga. Kasi ako, kaya ko tanungin yan!" - "Ask her now! Cuz me, I can really ask her!"
...she was becoming not just redundant but also lame. She kept saying that she can ask me and I was waiting for them to ask me. But she couldn't. She can't even tap my shoulder and say EMO to my face.
I wanted to turn around so bad and answer her pathetic question. I wanted to say, "I'm not emo, I'm not punk, I'm not anything you slut. I listen to whatever music I want, mostly post hardcore, hardcore and goth and a little metal. I also listen to some punk like the Offspring and the Ataris. That's why I don't label myself. I dress up like I do because I want to. I love to dress up and right now, I find this really cute! I've been weird even before the scene. I've dressed up as goth before and cut my hair since high school. I've slit my wrists since high school and I have no idea of the emoshit. Now spare me. You probably don't even know your roots."
That was a pretty long line for a tipsy girl.
Why didn't I say it to their face? If I did, I wouldn't be any different from them! I would just be another loser trying to justify myself! That's why i was waiting so bad that they ask me. Hahahaha... so I can say that! I thought about facing them several times in that last fifteen minutes of mine in the bus. (Yeah, it all happened in fifteen minutes I guess).
I've already clenched my fists and my neck wanted to turn to them so bad. I thought, I would say what I want and if they fuck me up, I'd hit them. I don't care if there's five of them. If I just get the chance to hit their throats, they're all going down. Haha... I won't go fight with them like a sissy pulling shirts and hair. I'd hit their throat, chest, eyes with my fist, not with open hands. Hitting the spot right between the collar bones (I forgot what it was called) would make them lose breath, if it's hard enough, they're probably faint.
But then, I won't waste my new pretty checkered anime skirt just for fighting over that...
Besides, I was prettier than them. Yes, pardon my arrogance!
As the bus stopped at Ronquillo, I went down. The Rocker Wannabee Slut Number One screamed "EMO". I smiled, rode the tryk and went home...
now who's the loser?
Is it me who knows what I am and can fairly justify my existence?Or is it them, the girls playing the EMO vs. PUNK wars (now available in XBOX... nyahahahahahahha)They just gave me a great idea for art. Soon to come!!
dude pare, buti na lang hindi mo pinatulan.. ahehe..=p
